Monday, October 19, 2009

Some days I want to give up.
Some days I want to stop "wasting my time."
Some days I think this is all in my head and not in my heart.
Some days I think I am crazy for wanting to accomplish the things I want to do in my lifetime.
Some days I am lonely.
Some days I feel like I don't fit in at this place and like I exist here to benefit others to an extend but that's about it.
Some days I want someone to come in and catch me off guard with a kind word of sorts.
Some days I wish God could give me more answers.
Some days I wish I could see things a bit more clearly.
Some days I ask over & over again "Why?" Why Lee? Why TN? Why now? Why?
Some days I am too overwhelmed with school work to even fathom attempting to do it all.
Some days I really really just want to give up. To go away. To go where no one knows me.

But I won't.

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