It's about time for one of these.
School: Graduated from Lee in May. Starting cosmetology school in January!!!! CANNOT WAIT. When my Dad tells me I got a psychology degree that I won't use...I can definitely say I'll be using it as a stylist! Everyone loves talking to their hair stylist!
Job: After 5 months of no job...I am officially employed! Twice! A nanny for a NEWborn (literally...she isn't even born yet but will be any day now) and a nanny for a family of 2 kids. The girls need picked up from school and for me to make their snack, do homework, & play till Mom gets home. This is great because it leaves my mornings free for taking care of the newborn. I've been cleaning here & there and let me just say...nothing says humbling and anti-glamerous like cleaning someone else's toilets... BUT on the flip side, it's given me all sorts of Character Building lessons...
Health: Not really that great. This process is wearing me out, but on the flip side...do I really have any place to complain? I'm not dying. I have insurance. I at least KNOW that I have a sickness. Migraines are worse then ever. I've only had one day of relief since August. There's a lot more that I'll spare the blog world, but prayers are definitely appreciated as I have a lot of decisions to make about everything. I feel alone...as the decisions for treatment and such I just wish I had my husband in my life to help me make them as pretty much depending on what I choose it'll either make it hard, harder, or impossible to have children someday. This is weighing heavily on my heart... as I want to be a Momma SO badly!
Other: Living with Momma & Dad...single...carless (well mom & I share)... OH and did I mention I'm a college grad? It's so easy to compare to other people, but the Bible says that a wise man compares himself not to others. I'm learning this. It's so easy for me to be like "_____ graduated in May too and is married, with a house, & a real job!"... I feel stuck...but thankfully...our feelings aren't always true! There is no wasted time with God and I know that.
He will bring me out of the wilderness. He will set my feet on solid ground. He will restore what's been taken, He will come through for me. He will give me strength. He is good. He is faithful. His Word is alive.
I've been so so so so blessed to be attending Passion City Church...the Passion Movement has been a huge part of my life and I've been learning so much through the sermons.
What an awesome God we serve, y'all!!! I'm telling you... I couldn't tell you a single thing about my future & how it's going to play out...but I can tell you that God is for me and that He will complete what He has started...
And if that's not encouraging, I don't know what is!
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