Well it has been a bit of a whirlwind around here these last several weeks and I guess I can't be surprised, but I can honestly say I wasn't prepared for this kind of chaos. I'll just talk about a couple random things that have been going on in my spirit & in my life:

• First of all, I have been given the opportunity to be a floor leader here at Lee. This is a position where I will be leading the girls on my hall in a weekly prayer/Bible study meeting every Thursday night. I have been going through the process of everything and learning what it's going to take to balance my time with this role. I missed "mentoring" so this will be great for me. It's yet another outlet to prepare me for ministry and for that, I rejoice.
• I guess I'm battling alot with relationships and balance and for lack of a better term, weeding out the people in my life who aren't committed to getting me to where I'm going. This has been difficult, I won't go into details, because this is a blog not a journal, but I've had to face some painful things head on and it hasn't been enjoyable, nor has it been what I would have pictured happening for me, but I'm telling you right now, I have never been so sure in my entire life of the magnitude of my calling, and I am not saying that to put anyone else down, but God's not messing around with the things He wants to accomplish through me and it's about time I crack down and learn this stuff so I can go. Don't ever spend years telling God 'Here I am, send me' if you don't mean it. Because He took it and ran with it and Satan can get thee behind me because I've got the Lord's work to do and no one is going to stop the hand of God moving, I believe and I am not going to let things distract me from that.
• I've been blown away by the kindness and care and love of a friend who I'll be honest, God's used to humble me if nothing else, because I never expected him to be the one to bring about healing in my spirit, but I'm thankful to God.
• Beyond that, classes are well and busy and crazy and long and blah but I'm most blessed.

Let the whirlwind continue.....because.....

God is a God not of disorder but of peace!