Incredible opportunity. Makes me nervous. Makes me excited. God, please have YOUR way in my life. Crazy weekend ahead. I want to be a writer. I'm going to become one. Went to a rockin' workshop tonight. I complain too much about Lee. Rain is a sign of God's future blessings and it's been POURING all night long. You still my beating heart. Blessed. Love texting. Miss someone who I think I've always been more fond of then he ever was/is of me. That's okay. It's because he reminds me of a perfect blend of myself and my brother and I believe in him. Sometimes believing in people has to happen from afar. That's okay with me. Somewhere, someone may be believing in me from afar. 16 pages was a lot of pages. Need to go to post office and ship something to L.A.....L.A. is so far away. 8 weeks is a long time. More details soon.