The enemy works in some crazy ways sometimes.
This past Saturday night I was just really battling despair and fear about a lot of things in my life. I had a million reasons WHY NOT and only a couple reasons WHY. I tossed and turned till around 3:30 in the morning thinking of so many things that could go wrong in the next several months. I had decided around 3:00 that I was far too tired and would just skip church and pack my bags to come back to TN. I kept thinking of all these reasons why I shouldn't go to church and had all these thoughts in my head.
Well I somehow managed to wake up Sunday morning just at the time I'd be needing to get ready and with an awful attitude made my way to church.
The sermon topic?
Fear.
Fear decieves us.
Fear blinds us.
Fear cripples us.
Saturday night I was up past my head in fear.
The enemy knew God was about to speak against fear/worry in my life and desperately tried to keep me from going to church.
So I hear this incredible sermon and it hits home for me....
Then today rolls around.
I've battled various health issues in the past couple of years...And all of a sudden I was overcome with every thought of how something terrible must be happening and was once again captured by fear.
The enemy knows our weaknesses.
God knows them too.
And He sends people to help us.
To teach us.
To guide us.
Everything is in HIS Hands!
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