I don't understand how to shake off this heaviness.

I'm weary of a lot of things.

And to be honest, the problem with expectancy sometimes is you go expecting a reaction, an action, or something, and when it doesn't happen you somehow are prone to human disappointment.

Perhaps I needed to humble myself, but I went to a prayer meeting expecting God to show up in a certain way and to have someone sense my heaviness and pray for me or something, and when it didn't happen, my spirit was prone to disappointment. And it's hard to sit in a room of people that you feel like you should be acting the same way, receiving the same way as them when you're not. I am just blessed by the fact that there are people sold out to God here at my school.

I am weary but I know Your touch restores my life.