I guess I've been thinking about writing this post for a real long time now. 

I seriously love being alive. 

I mean that might seem crazy to read, but it's true.

In 2008, I think it's pretty safe to say I got something out of every single day of the year. Out of each new month, semester, and season. 

I've gained perspective. Hope. Faith that can move mountains. The peace that passes all understanding. Opinions. Ideas. Beliefs. Reasons. Excuses. A Foundation. A sense of what's ahead.

I've lost ideas and opinions and beliefs and reasons, too.

I've seen the Kingdom of God furthered. The broken find hope. Miracles. And insanely heart-breaking tragedy.

I've been exposed to a whole new realm of Christianity, relationships, community, and sacrifice.

I've been on my knees crying out to God about things that hurt and didn't make sense.

I've stood on the "mountaintops" praising His name because He's good.

I've had, to date, the most spiritual year of my entire life so far. 

I've sat next to strangers who became life-changing family.

I've cried over losing people that I loved.

I've asked a whole lot of deep questions.

I've been changed. Questioned. Accused. Freed. Delivered. Redeemed. Lost. Scared. Alone. Surrounded. Needed. Wanted. Loved. Valued. Broken. 

And I honestly, wouldn't change a single thing.

Happy '09 my friends.