I'm officially exhausted.

Worn out.

Tired.

Done.

And today, today I feel like giving up.

Like maybe teaching isn't what I'm supposed to do. Like maybe I'm missing something. Maybe I'm doing something wrong or missing something that God is trying to show me. But even though today is definitely one of those days, I'm still going to seek Him

because He's never let me down.

He's never stopped.

Not even when I do.

So.

I want to give up. To quit. To just go far far far far away and stay there awhile.

Be away from all these people who I'm giving myself to,

but I know that God hasn't called me to be far far far away,

but He's called and brought me HERE.

I just need rest.

If you see this, pray rest over my soul.