January 5th, 2008:

I'm needy, weak, and unmotivated. This complacency is destroying my faith.

I've lost sight of You. I've doubted. I don't care and I don't want to care.

Jesus, I'm sorry for what I'm making this, I'm sorry that it doesn't matter to me when it should.

What's the point?

This complacency will destroy my faith.

January 5th, 2009:

Sometimes I think I might explode with all the love inside of me.

If anyone asked me where I thought I'd be right now, it'd be miles away from here.

I am blessed. Loved. Valued.

And I'm gaining faith that can move mountains.

(--written in my journal how it appears.)

Just goes to show how much happens in a year...

lift high the name of Jesus.