Today I miss adventures & the way things used to be.
Today I'm frustrated at situations that shouldn't bother me.
Today, I'm amazed that God would choose to use me.
Today I'm annoyed that my efforts in a certain friendship never appear to be appreciated.
Today I'm in awe of how beautiful and perfect springtime is.
Today I'm lonely in a way, but so surrounded at the same time.
Today my attitude has been off and on between good and bad, and today my heart is heavy with things that don't matter.
Today I really miss a certain boy, which I shouldn't, because I have an amazing one in my life right now that treats me well.
Today I want to paint & think I will (it's not too late in the night yet)
Today I don't want to put forth effort into a situation, but know I need to.

I guess today is just "one of those days."
(whatever that's even supposed to mean.)

But things will pick up.
It's not been an awful day, just....a lot.

Dear Paradox, You have stolen my day, please feel free to give it back to me tomorrow. Thanks.

"When it rains it pours...just pull out your umbrella and you'll sustain."