my heart. it hurts.

you know how sometimes, you can be really sure of something?

so you spend your life planning everything around...that boy. that city. that calling. that everything.

and then things happen.

and people are human.

and they change their minds and date other people.

it's hard and i'm trying to figure out what i'm supposed to do and how i'm supposed to handle it and everything.

prayers, please?

seriously.

if you're a girl, you've been there. waiting. single. waiting. waiting. still single.

it's just hard.

that's all i've got for now.