God, who does not lie, promised.

so in the few days I've been back at Lee, God has really, really touched my heart and encouraged me.

This past January (well a year ago, 2007) God promised me something. First, let me explain a couple points.

1. I HATE uncertainty. I want to know. I want that assurance. I hate change and I hate the openness for what could happen.
2. When I feel like God is telling me something, I always pray that He will send physical assurance or affirmation.
3. Since God is such a personal God, I truly do believe He works in ways that He knows delight our particular hearts, thus He ALWAYS provides that physical assurance.
4. Beginning in about September of 2006 I felt God prompting my heart saying He was about to put me in a season of preparation because He was going to put me with a husband who was in ministry (of some sort, be it musically, youth related, or an actual pastor)

So at the Passion conference in 2007 God told me through many people and speakers that that was true.

So as I have written many times over this past month or two that I was in a season of uncertainty, the LORD reminded me that He promised He was putting me into a season of preparation. My heart must be open to see what He is doing in my life so that I will be better prepared.

So, goodbye uncertainty, and hello preparation season.

Waiting still is the hardest part.