Oh my goodness.

It's Palm Sunday.
I can't even believe that it's already April, almost Easter, and almost the end of my sophomore year...


I want to fast forward 3 years....
Because I know what God's calling me to, but I couldn't even begin to tell you how the heck any of it is going to happen, which I understand is kind of the point. Why would we have to trust God if we already knew how everything was going to work out?

God has put a handful of people into my life who have spoken so much over me and into my life,
and it's completely incredible. Why would God send me these people? I have no idea...but they are gifts to me.

I am okay with waiting, just wish I knew for how long.

I am really beginning to feel released from some situations and relationships that were causing me a lot of anxiety and stress.

God is teaching me to be more independent (which, if you know me, you know is a big deal. To say I'm a dependent person is even an understatement), helping me realize that people are going to constantly let you down but even beyond that, God knows me better than anyone else, so why would I not go to Him first?! He is constant. As humans, we can't be completely constant because we're bound to get caught up in frustration and stuff eventually so.....Learning to hold on to those handful of people who God speaks to on my behalf and vice versa......not an easy lesson for me, but a very needed one.

It's beautiful today.
I missed going to a church where everyone dresses up.
It's nice.

I need to paint.
It's been so insanely long since I painted.

Till next time...