What if today I'm tired?

Tired of routine
tired of pattern
tired of people who are rude and selfish
tired of people's words
and tired of being the voice of reason

tired of being tired
tired of not sleeping well
tired of wanting to change the world
and tired of not seeing results

tired of arguements
tired of sarcasm
tired of lack of meaning amongst people's words
and tired of being in school

I want something new.
Something.....lasting.
I know this is lasting,
but gosh,

somedays it sure as hell doesn't seem like it.
[and go ahead and judge me for my words. it matters not.]